.invulnerable.

Monday, 31st August 2009. 2.30am

Have you every wished that your eye is the lens to your camera to capture instant moments of every single happenings in your life and we could upload it to facebook or blogspot or whatever www.domains you are using. Nowadays, nobody can live without a camera, just like how we cant survive without the internet even for just one hour. Photos are great flashback of memories and it never fails to bring laughter. Everywhere we go, little things we do, we just need to take photo because we want our pretty faces to be in it. =)


Today i just received really really really overdue pictures from range. It was taken somewhere around end of year 2008. I realised i didnt like my hair because it was straight cut. It looks good during that period but months after you look back to the photos, you'll go saying.. Eww.. why did i have that haircut? Gosh.. it wasnt that nice after all! We all look like noobs! laughs*


How time flies and it's approaching December September 2009. About a year ago, somewhere between this period or so i was having a relationship breakdown. A time where never ever i would want to go thru again.

Dear readers, i am about to open up my scars emotions since the last time i left it untouch.



i was weak.
i was afraid.
i was scare.
i was lonely.
i was depressed.
i was vulnerable.


Now.


i am stronger.
i am no longer afraid.
i am moving on.
i am having fun.
i am invulnerable.


I could say this relationship breakdown turn into a beautiful disaster, because of it.
I turn.
I grew.
I learn and
I move on to finer things in life.

I AM ON MY OWN.

Now that i am single, i am able to view and think from a single-mind hood and it makes me realized how woman can be so annoying, so demanding, so unreasonable so not understanding at all and at times. Especially the ones that are attached. Their current actions reflects a mirror of me in the past. I can totally feel it in their shoes why such actions are portray. Sometimes i feel sad for those woman who carries this kind of weak actions. Past experience help me understand why and how. And you will be a much better understanding person, friend, girlfriend, or wife to that someone that matters in your life.

There's loads of world out there and i haven't explore yet.
Love is not the only thing you can dwell into.

It is a fact that Memories can be overwhelmed by busyness.


It is a fact that TIME is the answer to heal.
of course with extra ingredients - FRIENDS.