♥ Faith is the Key ♥: Exploring World And A Merry Christmas

When we recall Christmas past,
we usually find that the simplest things -
not the great occasions,
give off the greatest glow of happiness."
-Bob Hope

Thursday, 18th Dec 2008, 11.31pm

Woke up today by a call. a familiar voice.

YM Decor and Renovation, asking about my decision whether i want to work for them.
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YM: elisha, so how's your decision?
E: I'm sorry to turn you down but i've decided to start work only after Feb
YM: why? You want to rest first is it?
E: Partly yes, and another main prob is transport. So i want to make use of this holiday to settle my personal stuffs and get a driving license.
YM: But you can work and get a license at the same time. Now the Job wants you and you also dont want?
E: I'm sorry but i've decided to work only after february
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I'm not sure if i am making the right decision but at the moment i just want to rest first. I'm kinda frustrated at making decisions now because i am not sure which is right. But hey, life is all about making decisions and i've decided to try for few more interviews.

Now thinking what should i do? It shouldn't be another boring Thursday. Decided its time to get out of my comfort zone and start to explore. It feels good to be human again. I'm regaining back my social life, sleeping and eating at adequate times. For the first time in 3 years since I've been here, i took the public transport alone! xD. The old me, will never never do that. Like i say.. "it's time to get out of my comfort zone and explore".

When Pei Young was here, we are frequent public transport users. Ever since she left, i barely step my foot on red and white moving vehicles. I decided to go over Mid Valley and meet up my jih mui~ She was asking me "how i come to Mid Valley"? Public transport lo... Are you shock? hahaha... She insisted me to take bus instead because its easier and cheaper. But i'm afraid that i'll take the wrong bus and i don't want to stand under the hot sun... Yes.. i am very "siao chey" =)

After a few thoughts i decided to take the bus for the first time! i stood 30 mins under the Damn Hot weather, hazy and polluted air. Actually i waited stupidly during that 30 mins because once i reach the bus stop there was a bus to Kota Raya and I didn't know that buses to Kota Raya will make a stop to Mid valley. I waited for the bus that states the sign "MID VALLEY". I missed like 3 to 4 buses.. so i stupidly waited for 30 mins.. lol.. Once i get up the bus.. i was thinking where should i seat? geez.. its not like i'm on the plane... so why bother? The usual me will choose to sit beside the window but i didn't because i don't want any stangers with odour to sit beside me.

That empty seat beside me makes me think of Pei Young... =/
I miss you loadsss babe!

While i was in the bus, i look at the people around and those waiting outside. Same human but of different skin. I wonder where are they heading. What do they do for a living? This Chinese man in his 50's caught my attention. He make a stop somewhere near the bridge and it makes me wonder, it's in the middle of the street.. where is he heading to? I saw him approaching to a bicycle park at the pathway. Today's experience made me realized and thank god that I'm so fortunate and contended with the things that i am having now.

We are all greedy homosapiens always wanting the more. Dont deny it. It's normal for us to instill on our nature, to greed and want more of something that we already have enough. We keep on wanting and when exactly is enough?

Today is a happy girls day out with my miukii~
Define happy-
laughters, laughters and laughters...

Laughter connects us and helps us appreciate one another,
Its a universal language that needs no interpreter

6 more days to Christmas